lost w pride.

well went 4 the tournament and lost but w pride cuz we din even practised b4 and it was like e first time we played 2gether.

aft the match yesterday, met u with my gd'ol pals... eb, hw and guaz, was walkin along boat quay supposedly goin to our latest fave place- mind cafe BUT had to eat our dinner so settled along CURRY HSE north indian cuisine.

Coincidentally my bro was there. And guaz fren called up and thts onli whn he realised he haven gt the item he was supposed to pass to his fren outta his shop so we acc him back reluctantly but i m glad we did~

he is wrkin in a bridal shop. So we went there at like 11 plus, the shop was super nice!!! Thn so cosy and comfy and guess wad EB And me went on a tring spree~!!~!! MY gosh, initially we were hesitant cuz guaz said we wont get married if we wear the gowns whn we r nt married but we ignored the superstitious beliefs and heck la~

hahahaha... so so so so so so fun!!! The beautiful wedding white gowns w assessories. Ive gt a tiara!~~ hahahahahaha

i m still so excited. Will post the pics once hw send me~

ha ha ha ha so so so fun... but was a lil worried tho cuz i think he was nt allowed to do tht oops~

cant help feeling slpy...

my fave ppl at wrk!^^^^^^

aft i left bei's hse this morn due to his meeting, gtta wake up at 8 plus... went mac alone for breakie haa_ bagel meal, read my mag there and hm i went, watched e repeat drama frm cable and slpt till almost 5. CONtented w the no of hrs but still rather tired





bei came and helped my mummy e-file and we went amk hub to get my wallet.





dammit... i m blogging so typically! MY WHOLE DAY ROUTINES! DAMN





WAs rather upset w certain treatments that we recieved. Well i m nt gonna mention names here but i believe many a times it doesn pay to be kind. Aniwae if the person noes wat i m talkin abt and who i m referring to, this person will noe i m there just for u!





I cant stand un-productive workers! I cant stand ppl in my life who thinks they are MISS- KNOW- ALL! Well again no names mentioned, if u believed its u, its just all fictional made up by me! haa





well i supposed i just had too many laments and lil reflections aniwaes gtta go 4 the badminton again tomolo... best of luck to us man!





had some SECRETS SUFFOCATIONS lately, heard some shockin news which i m nt supposed to tell. I believe i gossip alot w my frens but if its nt meant to be said i wont! OK I WONT!





BUt i find it rather happiy ppl approaches me to talk hee!

much anticipated!

well, the much anticipated which i wont say LONG off day is here... after today's pathetic one day i gtta wait till my 4 nights ends on next fri morning and thn off. Sianz..

went bei's hse ytd, finally watched mr bean. More or less e same plot same tricks, as usual i nap awhile in btw the movie haa prob i was way too tired gt so into my HK DRama and watched 2 plus e day b4 and gt up at 5 plus to wrk thn gt mASSIVE SUDDEN DISCHARGES~

I'VE been havin some difficulties communicating w certain types of ppl nt onli lately and evrytime. i shall nt go into details tho cuz i wld be too long winded and i m too slpy nw aniwae but i shall just end it off w its prob diff freq~

aniwaez was reali excited w the pix i gt it posted e prev prev times haa
so funny!!!!!

enough is enough!

well, i guess being a nice and filial child has a limit. WE as children to our parents shld be filial and thoughful but wad is a filial child to a unappreaciative parent!

BOYCOTT THE STANDARD PRACTICE!~ If no one bothers u shldn bother!

EVERYONE else is doin it why cant u!

To HELL with all the unreasonable expectations!

congrats to ong ling w her newborn gal!

gt her a CUTE PINK BABY SET!

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major body-ache

post strenous exercise effect is acting up today...

every lil move i made is so unbearable! Mt range of motions are badly affected! I walked differently, i feel like dying whn i tried to squat dwn and pee!~

bz like mad today, shouldn have said tht yest, said tht i dun usually admit cases NEI NEI~ had so many hrly eyedrops and sudden early post op admissions killing me man~ freakkkkkkkkkk

din go for break so went VIVO w linda and ate SUPER-DOGS haha gave her a long expired coupons aniwae she is so funny lor kept holdin on to me, so afraid tht she wld get lost and she was so funni whn she walked past e shops and stared at all e signs etc

2molo is a HAPPY DAY!

• MY Pay! Hmmm pretty happy w the GROSs UPSET W the deductions!
• But i think i wld be a old rich 55 yrs ol woman yrs dwn the road cuz my cpc acct is RICH HOHOHO
• MY speckies
• MR BEAN
• SHOPPIN

JUdging frm the above think i m a BAI4 JIN1 nu4

i spent alot on clothes, shoes, bags, assessories and entertainment!

maybe we shld go k-ing , its been a long time i went w bei to the HALL~

woah!

just gt back frm the SGH BADMINTON TOURNAMENT.

Well, whn we gt to know our 1st matches' opponents tot we're just gonna lose bUT TO MY UTMOST surprise we won 2-0

2nd MAtch which was the semis, damn lor my stupid ex- beloved RED PRESTO was torn freakin torn in e middle of e match, i heard laughters behind, i had to play bare footed

was trashed!

gotta go back nxt wk 4 the 3rd and 4th placings... hmmm surprised and satisfied

was a lil anxious and enthu during the match showed a lil of my irritated face to haj whn she din do too welll oops so sorry man but GREAT JOB BABE!.

HAVE TO get a new love- perharps one i eyed for awhile NIKE I supposed...

but absolutely thrilled! Suddenly wondered if james is around cld have asked him to join me in the mixed doubles...

made up my mind to be more actuve in sgh events since sister appointed me as the ward's health ambassador which no one reali noes!

havin some backache and leg cramps but super happy w my performance and i aint so sad abt the loss cuz i knew i did my best for a UN-TRAINED Un pro player... jack of all trades master of non haa but was tad lil bit embarrassed by the stupid shoe incident and pissed by the laugh-er and the stupid guy who kept clappin whn his frens (our thrasee) scored!

gtg... snoozing

pretty satisfied.

some random pics and the pics we took frm MIND CAFE

TOTALLY OBSESSED W THE FRAKO BANANA~

well, the long awaited pay increment letter is HERE!!! The hike was more than wad i expected so rather satisfied, esp e fact tht way b4 i recieved the cash i've spent it... gt myself a new pair of glasses yest. Nt reali overboard la since my last pair was made in 2005. But counting e no of times i actually used it erm... (smile sheepishly)

Changed my shift e MA tomolo for the SGH BADMINTON tournament tomolo. Playin doubles w HAJ and we so had never played together b4 nt even like a practice session! Haa but for the fun of it and to think i am our ward's health ambassador man~!

cant wait till sat simply becuz of

• PAY day!~



• my new specs is hatched



• my off day (so nice ya)



• shopping!

might catch a movie w bei... MR BEAN'S HOLIDAY since i redeemed my sunperks rewards pts for 2 cathay movie tix hee~

gt beri disfigured face and very BLOCKED rt nostril!

cldn slp yest cux i was coughin and i was erm unwell la~

OFF I go... scv ch 255 my fave show~

dis-figured!~

i'm semi-disfigured cuz my lower half of my face is popping up freakin PIMPLES! Damn...

disgusting!

its just me la... been browsin thru frenster and realised tht there r ppl who actually add frens any-o-hw~ well i've befriended some b4 but absolutelt STOPPED! Cuz i find these ESP men disgusting...

browse thru their frens list u wll see gals w sexy clothes or sweet faces or those act cute pose!

And i noe of idiots who act like some freakin CASSANOVA lor whn their look like &*%# (jaw drop)

oh man~ get outta of this man CASSANOVA wannabe~

someone kept appearin in my mind nw...

C-A-S-S-A-N-O-V-A W-A-N-N-A-B-E who gt no looks, no character, no style, no EQ and air headed.... boo!!!

hw pathetic

p.s: the above post may seems childish but take say 1 minute to think thru wad i typed... or take 10 mins to browse thru these freako's frenster.

yuckie yuckie yuks!~

cant get BBQ outta my mind~

since last nite or rather yest aft i wanted so much to have a bbq, gonna organize one 4 my ol' time buddies... hopefully next sat. With those make-shift aluminium tray w charcoal beneath tht kind~~~

just finished my 1st nite, slept on the train till i dun feel as tired nw...

i think besides having born in the year of the pig, i resembles the PIG to the core~ which bei will so agree to the belows..

• sleep alot! As in ALOT!
• DAMN LAZY
• my room= pig sty (but i'm so comfy w it!)
• pink and fair
• adores piggies stuffs
• binge madly!

damn, i think i owe my disgusting FATS AND OBESe ugly body to my laziness and my LOVE for ZZZZZZZ... I sleep aniwhere, easily and anitime

Liza hates takin the train w me, cuz i sleep like in one stop?

Bei hates it whn i slp on the public transport which i does it almost all the time... cuz i get grumpy whn i cant slp well

Eb and the rest hates callin me whn i m slpin...

my mum tiptoes into my room whn i m slpin

someone disgusting malay/indian or dark skinned PERVERT took pic of my skirt whn i was slpin on e bus! I dunno whn he gt on and wad he did till e auntie behind me alerted me~

i slp in almost all the movies... i wld say a nap la...

i cant describe hw much i love to slp really!!!

Somehw... talkin abbt slpin in e movies i esp slp thruout whn its those dumb comedy... eg: my super ex gf or sth, and watever V sth... the bus ride one

or else i m yakin non stop or disturbing BEI hohohoho

fart...

there is a saying - chou4 pi4 bu4 siang3 , siang3 pi4 bu4 chou4

which literally means noisy fart dun stink whereas smelly ones makes no noice...

being havin those silent ones today, haaa and try this ... i was on the couch watching my cable tv and i gt the urge to fart... i let it out onli to realise my cushion was undernearth... remove the cuzhion frm my under my butt and it STINKS!!!! HAAAAAAA turned to my mum and told her haa

oops one more frm me... "poot"

the lingering smell was all around esp i cld feel it coming frm the pillow hahahaha

aniwaez, i always tell ppl those smelly farts smells like egg and i always enjoys my "home made eggs" i tot it smells gd... but i cant stand those done by others though heheh

polygamy shit!

walking out to take a cab yest, aft i left bei's hse, we heard ppl shouting, being so typical he suggested we go check it out and as we went nearer, we saw like a malay family having a fight at the playground and it was like 1 plus in the morning!

so this stupid bei, who initiated to check it out asked me to leave, i was a lil irritated cuz he sorta gave me the appetiser and nw he cancelled the main crse!

From my brief scan thru i witness a few characters...

1. MAN= JERK= Husband
2. Woman-short and plump= BIG wife
3. woman- tudung, Younger and slimer =2ND Wife
4. Girl- 1st wife's oldest child, 18 yrs old
5. Boy- 1st wife's son, sec sch age
6. Boy- 2nd wife's son (below 10)
7. Boy- 2nd wife's younger child.

Well imagine based on the above 7 characters, its enough to wake the neighbourhood up ya... all the above are just based on my assumptions... and imaginations

Ok... first i saw the 1st wife realy mad at the man, the supposed husband, she was crying out damn loudly or shld i say wailing! And thn screaming her lungs out at the man and the supposed 2nd wife... thn she started to oushthe 2nd wife and hit her reali hard on her head (all these r real ya!) Thn the tudung 2nd wife fell to the ground... the man gt angry and tried to stop her... the oldest daughter(girl) scream damn loud too... i heard like a few ppl crying and shouting...

thn i walked to the bus stop liao... was talking to bei abt meeting time today and was scolding him on why he refused to let me watch... thn the stupid man ushered his 2nd wife and the two young boys to the void deck near us, the tudung was no more on her heard most prob pulled out by 1st wife during the fight... thn the two youngs boy looked scraed thn and the 2nd wife was recky-ing the situation... the man went back to settle la apparently... thn while later the man came back and hurried them to the pavement and hail a cab!

As u noe singapore cabs are so freaking yau kwee esp MN lor... wow brakeeeeeeeeeee just in front... the 2nd wife and the 2 boys was abt to get on, the 1st came runnin out shouting and scolding and she started to hit the 2nd wife the man gt reali angry and pushed her to teh ground she brought herself up and fight till the end lor cant rerali explain but it was reali fierce... thn the eldest daughter ran out too crying and shouting tht sorta let the man gt away...

the 1st wife sat on the ground crying, so did the daughter and son of hers...

i turned to bei, told him the 1st wife is the most pitiful one nw. there she is on the floor w nothing left... i dun blame her for turning hysterical...

i told liza, haj and halic and i was thinking this is shit... its so unfair to the females... apparently the usual reasons for huge fight and its so common are

• $$$ money
• spend too less/ much time w the other

and it is common... haizzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

my advice is nv get involved w a married man, malay esp...

ex-cer-sie~~

e title is my msn nic... on a freako diet plan lately, CUtting dwn on MAD binge and snacking... a luxurious pastime i used to enjoy...

went to SGH's new gym w HAJ, HALIj haa... yea initially it was onli us but more ppl started streamin in but i think tht place is cool, cuz its new and its convenient...

gtta start my tredious anti binge planssssssss

thoughts

i'm nt exactly upset w it nw but i find certain things and certain reactions or responses from ceratin ppl very very disturbing at times...

its true i m one who gets irritated easily, gets mad a lil easily and interpretations of certain instances might differ btw diff ppl ya!~ I hate it whn i get ans or replys which obviously are exctremely EGO-ISTIC , STUPID thos like obviously it hasnt been thoiught abt b4 its blurted out...

i wld beri much wanna be somone who shares all ur sorrows, woes and happiness but i dun see tht... obviously i supposed its ur problem or mine, Its just tht u r too narrow minded to think of melike tht or u STILL duno me well enuff.

aniwaez, i still hv encounters w LONG TIME SUPER LONG LONG time frens who still duno my wrekin hrs!~ wth man! I gt sneered tht i m wrkin on a sunday! BLEAHZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ

heal e world...

"Heal The World"
There's A Place InYour Heart
And I Know That It Is Love
And This Place CouldBe MuchBrighter Than Tomorrow
And If You Really Try
You'll Find There's No Need To Cry
In This Place You'll FeelThere's No Hurt Or Sorrow
There Are WaysTo Get There
If You Care EnoughFor The Living
Make A Little Space
Make A Better Place...

Heal The World
Make It A Better Place
For You And For Me
And The Entire Human Race
There Are People Dying
If You Care EnoughFor The Living
Make A Better Place
For You And For Me

If You Want To Know Why
There's A Love ThatCannot Lie
Love Is Strong
It Only Cares ForJoyful Giving
If We Try
We Shall See
In This BlissWe Cannot Feel
Fear Or Dread
We Stop Existing
And Start Living
Then It Feels That Always
Love's Enough ForUs Growing
So Make A Better World
Make A Better World...

Heal The World
Make It A Better Place
For You And For Me
And The Entire Human Race
There Are People Dying
If You Care EnoughFor The Living
Make A Better Place
For You And For Me

And The Dream We WereConceived
InWill Reveal A Joyful Face
And The World We
Once Believed InWill Shine Again In Grace
Then Why Do We Keep
Strangling LifeWound This EarthCrucify
Its SoulThough It's Plain To See
This World Is Heavenly
Be God's Glow

We Could Fly So High
Let Our Spirits Never Die
In My HeartI Feel You Are All
My Brothers
Create A World WithNo FearTogether
We'll CryHappy Tears
See The Nations Turn
Their SwordsInto Plowshares
We Could Really Get There
If You Cared EnoughFor The Living
Make A Little SpaceTo Make A Better Place...

Heal The World
Make It A Better Place
For You And For Me
And The Entire Human Race
There Are People Dying
If You Care EnoughFor The Living
Make A Better Place
For You And For Me

Heal The World
Make It A Better Place
For You And For Me
And The Entire Human Race
There Are People Dying
If You Care Enough
For The Living
Make A Better Place
For You And For Me

You And For Me
You And For Me
You And For Me
You And For Me
You And For Me
You And For Me
You And For Me
You And For Me
You And For Me
You And For Me
You And For Me

our final song 2gether yest... in CHORUS!

gaTHering...

Nurlizah organised an outing yest... which she tried to call alot of e staffs but onli a handful made it... many came... most of which are ex-colleagues, felt great to see ma lizhi... i love her to bits man!~ And to my utmost surprise she still can rem hw long i've been w may bf!~ haa she is one of the most OPEN, funny and ez goin PRC fren i hv... wrked w her for awhile but a great partner "in crime" too haa... she left for OT was so sad but thn again feel gd to see her! Was tellin her tht i often see her name chopped on the op list and she was tellin me whether anione notices her name haa and she told me tht she often saw my name in the reports wanted to write a note for me tellin me i miss u and it sort of brought tears to my eyes! I LOVE HER!

I went singapore river w liza, she was waiting for paki and they will give me a ride hm aft tht, chatted along e river... told her i find myself lucky to find close frens at wrk and she was saying she dun hang out as much w her frens outside but i still do, i think my frens outside are still closer to me in terms of wrk and esp my longtime overdue frens...

i miss HK CAFE hear my pleas frenssssssssssssssssssssss

gtta bathe, meeting bei! He gets reali mad whn i;m late haa

snoozeeee.......

bleahz... i so wanted to rot in my bed but i tried my best already... keepin my fingers crossed cuz i was (NOT) expecting a call frm the ward to say they need staffs badly! I M ALLERGIC TO WRK MAN! Ouch...

the prev weeks was quite a breeze cuz even during night shifts we get BURNS ward deploying staffs to us cux their total was super low... they even had no patients, frm CNY till nw... but the exploded flight in jarkata, they r expecting a few... true enuff one came in yest and one more industrial accident guy frm sg was admitted... So 2 patients in ICU and i heard the SG guy is gettin married next week! SO SAD!

TALKIN abt marriage, since young, i wanted to get hitched by 22yrs old, ya i hv passed tht age already, nw i duno whn and i cant cfm a age animore... gtta be more realistic ma! haa... my best fren frm sec sch said she wanted to get married at 18 and she gt it and 23 due to unforseen circumstances... but i find it cool to be a young mummy at least nt like whn u r still in the schling age but the worrying part is the MONEY! Nevertheless i find it sweet to noe u're gonna see ur child grow up yet u wont grow so old rt! Mybf's mum is urgin us to get married soon... my 10 over years frens r like R U SURE U WANNA DO IT SO FAST ! as in young la... well i yearn for it but we gtta be realistic, till we achieve tht specific status in life thn can we proceed to another level, i dunno if u noe wad i mean but aniwae in layman terms we r poor! haa! I pretty much think i noe him enuff and am truely satisfied w hw he treats me... but thn again prob waiting till a more acceptatble time will secure a safer marriage.

FINALLY!

MY darling boy has done it for me ya!!! My new bloggie... has been reali girly lately which i so dunno why. But thn again i m very satisfied w this. I supposed i will stick to this nw!

Had been beri much suffocated by wrk lately... my every other week semi permanent night shifts is already a killer... everyone tells me tht "wow so gd wad u earn alot wad!!!" But wtf lor, e more u earn e more u spent, i duno abt u but def it relates exactly in my instance! And i m damn tired... many a times i feel myself sinkin badly into my stupid dwns again... i always find myself pathetic whn i remind myself all the ppl are slpin at hm, i m wrkin whn i m slpin my day away ppl r bz! I feel like i slp my day away and wrk my nights off! Devastating ya!

I noe its stupid whn the laments starts all over again... but i find tht through this way i can relate myself more and express myself better, as thoughts la... nt tht i can write well!

As i was saying i'm suffocated w wrk, i hd been on day shifts these few days n e ward is MAD HSE! 1stly, 2 trachy patients, at least 5 HIGH D status patients and specialisation.... (my ward sis is so particular abt trachy pts and specialisation due to an incident thts y)

save the details... went hm reali late yest left the ward at 11 plus and mind u im e first to leave k! Nt tht i m selfish but i always think tht i hv done my part and beyond my part stimes and i dun see the need to stay and hang ard askin for wrk... whn i cant even save myself! And i wanted to wake up early so tht i can reach e ward early this morn cuz it was GRAND WARD ROUND! BUttttt damnnnnn i over slpt and CTE was JAM PACKED.. PLUS THer was A 4 cars Collisions! Ouch and sumini called up to hurry me...

i tot i m doom cuz sister knows i m late and the round started w/o me, the high d i/c! Tot i wld getit, looked realli apologetic and said sorry phew she din scold me merely mentioned tht i need to get 2 new clocks 4 my bday haa! And she even said i improved lately haa... linda said cux i haven argued w her 4 awhile! Perharps! haaa

Still stayed till late today and my FLY KITE SESSION WAS cancelled! Bei so sorry...

aniwae had my PPA done, nt exactly e best thing today... a grave and careless mistake i made last year cost me a better grading... haiz

its so realistic i find... i know i ought to be responsible 4 my doins and i dun blame anione 4 this but i find it ratehr upsetting and disturbing. I gt no one to blame but myself yet i regretted n hated myself for allowin it to happen... No doubt we dun mean it and nv wanted it to happen...i'm still penalised 4 tht...

i've looked ahead and so has e rest... regrets made me stand strong and alert myself to be careful...

i dun exactly noe wad i want as 4 nw in terms of career but according to e astrology star signs this yr i m nt suitable 4 transfer haaa i shall mention this if one day i have to be transferred!~

brand new l@@k!!!

hehe tried out this blogskin thingy and i gt it done... still need to figure out the tag board stuffs and e links but gimme some time ya!! hoho

trying out e posts nw... tada!