lies!? mask? i reali dunno!

i m beginnin to feel reali lost... bcuz i suddenly dunno what is happenin ard mi! I realise blogs has been commonly used as a tool to speak ill of otherS, but they disguise it bcuz the whole blog look as though the writer is writting a philosophy... or biography. Maybe i m nt gd in this and maybe i haven achieve that level of standard that i dunno hw to achieve that just as yet... maybe i shld just stop bloggin or read other ppl's blogs b4 i start to interprete things in my level of english standard and start to get annoyed, upset and betrayed... dun worrie... the incident at tut is long over and this blog def has gt nothing to do w that incident...

i guess advice for avid readers of blogs... who constantly read other ppl's blogs. U guys prob better stop readin as u dunno whn ur close frens or frens u assume as close comment abt u in a philosophic ways just bcuz they doubt ur language ability and think otherwise abt u posessing that tad bit of understanding ability to be able to noe what they are gettin at... well as i said i dunoo hw to do that just yet hence whatever i blogged always tend to be so obvious... but i m tryin hard here... hopin to achieve that certain standard abilities... but at the same time i like to do things which is that tiny hints that i m referring to the writer...

thanks... aniwae i dun accept what u blogged... haha, cuz i feel otherwise abt what u wrote and if u mean it in ur philosophic way just 4 laughs! u r referring to urself! nv say things whn u dun realise u r actualli doin it... alk big abt hw much u hate this and hw much u hate that! well at least say it whn u r nt doin it or perharps no one noes u r doin it! But so sorry that u blogged some philosophies yet u r doin against ur philosophies... sorry philosopher... attempt fail! RESUS perharps helps... bu try harder nxt time!

loNEly~~~

here i m sittin alone in the com lab of shs!!! Cold and hungry cuz my class onli starts at 10 and i went 4 my re test just nw and nw i have to wait till the class starts!!!... haiz... manage to pass my re test but felt that i din reali do well too... looks like u guys will nv see mi wrkin in a & e department nor ICU cuz i noe i simply suck at it~

tried to write my written assignment but to no avail cuz i 4got to bring my guide but i did wrote the intro... which is like crap! ahhaha

i m feelin damn cold lor and i feel that my hands are nt able to type out well cuz its like frozen! HAHA so if theres any spellin mistakes, u noe y!!

tonite plannin to go zouk 4 mambo nite! whahaha... hopefulli its still on and hopefulli they dun put areoplane~ haha... shall updTE AGAIN cuz i reali cannot take the low temp in this com lab!!!!!!!!!!!!! byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

i m BACK!!!!!~~

its been quite a few days since i updated my blog ya... whooh thanks to azhar!!! Credits to him 4 the new outlook of my blog!!! hahahaha... intersting and ya w a tag board!!!

its has still been the same 4 mi... i still go to wrk and sch as per normal... well feel that i m startin to get bz w the datelines comin up 4 the handing up of our individual assignment and also w the exam timetable out! GOSH all nrsing science modules! GOODness...prayin hard tat i wont get like all Cs...

went to IMH on sat, a truely brand new experience just like O&G... I MEAN experience la...
we went w like a few adv dip seniors and we arrived at the ward, all the doors requires a key to access... whn we were at the outside of the locked door... saw alot of patients walkin ard and we heard damn loud screams... that was quite scary... i remember choonz, chen yan and haixia lookin worried. Whn we walk in... many patients just walk 4ward and started to wave enthu-ly at us... one man kept repeatin himself in hokkien abt something saturday, something 505 bucks haha... choonz was so scared and i was la initially but thn i overcame it whn i saw hw the adv dip handled in a damn pro manner.... subsequent whn he approached us i just nod my head and agree w whatever he says! haha Whn he came initially, this adv dip guy shooed him away haha... seeing that we were rather worried... haha he's quite cute actualli w a goatee... oops

aniwae we had games w em and boy they actualli like performin so badly... all like kept walkin up to volunteer to sing and dance! And we met all the funni ones that mas and azhar had shared whn they had their visit there!! haha... at one pt, i suggested we on the happenin music to open to the floor and dance and the response were great! all just walk out and started movin along the music and gt a few invitations to dance and they said i was so famous among the maddies! hahaha... true ya... onli the mentally unsounds appreciates my beauty! But nevertheless i had great fun w em despite such shrt time...

lookin 4ward to my imh postin... but thn i heard thsi time rd we will be visitin to acute ward instead of chronic ward but hopefulli the exp will be fruitful as well!

i m BACK!!!!!~~

its been quite a few days since i updated my blog ya... whooh thanks to azhar!!! Credits to him 4 the new outlook of my blog!!! hahahaha... intersting and ya w a tag board!!!

its has still been the same 4 mi... i still go to wrk and sch as per normal... well feel that i m startin to get bz w the datelines comin up 4 the handing up of our individual assignment and also w the exam timetable out! GOSH all nrsing science modules! GOODness...prayin hard tat i wont get like all Cs...

went to IMH on sat, a truely brand new experience just like O&G... I MEAN experience la...
we went w like a few adv dip seniors and we arrived at the ward, all the doors requires a key to access... whn we were at the outside of the locked door... saw alot of patients walkin ard and we heard damn loud screams... that was quite scary... i remember choonz, chen yan and haixia lookin worried. Whn we walk in... many patients just walk 4ward and started to wave enthu-ly at us... one man kept repeatin himself in hokkien abt something saturday, something 505 bucks haha... choonz was so scared and i was la initially but thn i overcame it whn i saw hw the adv dip handled in a damn pro manner.... subsequent whn he approached us i just nod my head and agree w whatever he says! haha Whn he came initially, this adv dip guy shooed him away haha... seeing that we were rather worried... haha he's quite cute actualli w a goatee... oops

aniwae we had games w em and boy they actualli like performin so badly... all like kept walkin up to volunteer to sing and dance! And we met all the funni ones that mas and azhar had shared whn they had their visit there!! haha... at one pt, i suggested we on the happenin music to open to the floor and dance and the response were great! all just walk out and started movin along the music and gt a few invitations to dance and they said i was so famous among the maddies! hahaha... true ya... onli the mentally unsounds appreciates my beauty! But nevertheless i had great fun w em despite such shrt time...

lookin 4ward to my imh postin... but thn i heard thsi time rd we will be visitin to acute ward instead of chronic ward but hopefulli the exp will be fruitful as well!