MOVED!

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I PRAY...

I pray for his grandma's safety and recovery.

a year plus ago the same thing happened to my dad and i certainly know how he feels... and i guess he finally know how i really felt back then.

this feeling suck!

woke up feeling lousy...

warm...

stiff neck...

strained it when i was sleeping i guess!
i feel like i've done a strenuous exercise ytd.

(come to think about it...
could be the moving yesterday~!)

now it seems like i have rested way too long i kinda dread work tonight
and
can i tahan?

My random and irritating errands are done.
i'm still waiting for the 12th hour of charging to complete b4 i piang my MOBTV again.

COURTESY OF HEBE,
I watch MOBTV for FREE!!!

Trying to watch the HUANG JING LU now airing on CH 8 @ 9pm
i missed all the earlier episodes
and i am watch it online

I SWEAR ITS DAMN NICE!!!

PLS SEND ME THE PICS WE TOOK YTD K~~~?

Thanks to my BF,
my camera got new supposed better batteries.
Gonna bring tonite to take w my colleagues!

and i am so craving for maggie mee now...

pls sign up for the GST OFFSET thingy if u haven done so

http://www.gstoffset.gov.sg/

we can get some GST cash rebates due to the hike i think...

i dunno exactly the details but i read it on e papers and from my dad!

sober? drunkard?

just back homie from Hanz place...

our planned xmas party,
first in our 11 yrs of frienship!

eb could't make it...
i tot we would be spending NYE together but doubt so...

WE HAD LIKE lotsa BURNT FOOD,
RED WINE,
I had several other types of liquour!
Volka that taste like COUGH MIXTURE
Martell ...

anyway i am not exactly really sober at present but wanna blog my HAPPINESS down!

Chraging my GIFT now...
12 hrs time it will be of use.

THANK U HANWEN FOR UR HELP in e afternoon!
FOR your PARTY
your GIFT!
AND LOVE!

ThANK U guaz
4 the gift
card
and LOVE!

THANK U BEIBZ!
FOR ur watch
love
love
and love!

Tomorrow will be my last few days of work!
looking 4ward too...

i wanna zzz now...

i hope my NYE Will be fun filled too...

boxing day!

Seasons' Greetings PEOPLE!

Well i used to hate this senior lady in class when she always make announcements in class by calling us people.
We hated it cuz we thought it was so rude...
to label us as PEOPLE IN GENERAL.
Haa but i do e same...

well FRIENDS I MEAN!!!

XMAS eve was spent as how i mentioned it...
met up w my long time friend BAOLING,
we had xmas dinner at OUTBACK steakhouse.
I kinda like that place cuz i think they serve reasonably good food.
FULL! TILL NOW

Went ktv w Choonz.
Was a lil disappointed w my own performance.

But then felt good belting out the DIVA songs!
Literally singing to our heart's content!

HAPPY...
I got my MOST WANTED DKNY WATCH FROM MY PRECIOUS HIM

THANK U!
To think i attempted to buy that watch several times!
In the airport,
attempted to find in Phuket airport
The guys nearly bought it as my xmas pressie too!~

My bf has gotten it earlier,
and i think when i wasn't in SG.

This joyous season,
c/n help but piling on e weights,
phobia to even get near e scales!
bulge seems to swell even more!

*scared*

**Happy**

i know many many many of em really liked me!
received many many many well wishes!
and positive feedbacks that i will be SORELY MISSED...
I guess there might be absolute peace and NO NONSENSE
but my partner in crime still hanging around so i think she can manage the forte!

i was thinking of buying a sweet thing for some friends,
but the nice sweetie has already gotten me sth!
TRUST ME!
THERE IS REALLY TELEPATHY BETWEEN US!

OK...
the errands never seems to end.
gotta go back ward tomolo
to submit the forms...

then NYP on the 27th...
cuz i am too lazy to get things done on e same day!
Thinking abt e travelling makes me *YAWN*

27th is the xmas party w e GUYS...
28th is my last few days of work and night shifts!
coincidentally,
Sumini and me are the ones doing FREQUENT nights...

now that we r leaving...
the girls gonna do more frequent nights and in particular WEEKDAYS!
and well well well...
GOOD LUCK!

I guess Linda will be taking over my duties.

alvin and the chipmunks!

pls take time to click play!
this two songs r damn cute
and i am so gonna buy their OST!

This movie brings back lotsa memories!
Though nt the same plot but
so cuteeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!

bummer...

hanging around till 8 pm...
simple dinner @ SG GARDENS
followed by ALVIN AND THE CHIPMUNKS...

Bought some photo printing papers and
planning to create a collage.

shopped at popular,
almost ready for the coming sch term!
MUGGING!~

got him adidas jacket,
a shirt...

i noe whats gonna be mine but dunno whats e design.
i can't wait for 27th.
My new MOBILE!!!

Been watching alot of clips on youtube!
I love F.I.R

My xmas wish is
F.I.R can stage a concert in sg
they are asia's EVANESCENCE!



OMG! Her vocals!!!

enchanted OST... SO CLOSE

You`re in my arms
And all the world is calm
The music playing on for only two
So close together
And when I`m with you
So close to feeling alive

A life goes by
Romantic dreams will stop
So I bid mine goodbye and never knew
So close was waiting, waiting here with you
And now forever I know
All that I wanted to hold you
So close

So close to reaching that famous happy end
Almost believing this was not pretend
And now you`re beside me and look how far we`ve come
So far we are so close

How could I face the faceless days
If I should lose you now?
We`re so close
To reaching that famous happy end
And almost believing this was not pretend
Let`s go on dreaming for we know we are
So close
So close
And still so far

almost here

a song i used to love oh so much!
i had major crush on this Brian Mcfadden when he was in Westlife!
My friends always says he's e most disgusting one and looked like a pig!

"Almost Here"
(feat. Delta Goodrem)

Did I hear you right
'Cause I thought you said
et's think it over
You have been my life
And I never planned
Growing old without you
Shadows bleeding through the light
Where a love once shined so bright
Came without a reason
Don't let go on us tonight
Love's not always black and white
Haven't I always loved you?


But when I need you
You're almost here
And I know that's Not enough
But when I'm with you
I'm close to tears'
Cause you're only almost here


I would change the world
If I had a chance
Oh won't you let me
Treat me like a child
Throw your arms around me
Please protect me
Bruised and battered by your words
Dazed and shattered how it hurts
Haven't I always loved you


But when I need you
You're almost here
And I know that's Not enough
But when I'm with you
I'm close to tears'
Cause you're only almost here

Bruised and battered by your words
Dazed and shattered now it hurts
Haven't I always loved you

But when I need you, you're almost here
(Well I never knew how far behind I'd left you)
And when I hold you, you're almost here
(Well I'm sorry that I took our love for granted)
(Now I'm with you, I'm close to tears'Cause I know I'm almost here)
Only almost here

counting down...

its 2 days to xmas,

a week to 2008,

a lil over a mth to CNY

a week to my last few days at work.

felt exceptionally heart warming when i know that i mean alot to some people.
we may not say how much we enjoy each others' company
cuz we literally spent many many times at work.

some thoughts i have but i dun really know how to put into words,
this time round i feel a lil lonely.
the campus just lacks the laughter i was surrounded by last time,
i'll be going thru this w/o my clique,
and with a seperate goal
mindset
and expectations from others.

I do not aspire to achieve anything big,
afterall, i still prefer singing and sleeping to studying
i'm happy w the given opportunity
but at the same time i can't help but miss the people who walked w me in the 3 yrs during diploma days,

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been receiving msges, really sweet girls who made me feel so impt.
their blessings made me feel so loved and appreciated,
i'm so gonna miss them...

esp u. (u should noe who u r since we share telepathic abilities!)

paranoid

i kept thinking that

the whole world has sth against me...

people do not like me...

when they whisper they r talking about me...

most people do not prefer me...

i'm lonely.

he's unfaithful...

he likes someone else

he is sick of me.

but its all my thoughts only!

But its affection me quite a bit.

i have got too many errands to run...
and its so sad its PH and i need to rush for my errands'

xmas gifts r not settled yet.

i'm so stressed now over..

insuffice time,

lack of sleep!

i will update again cm...

if only he says more reassuring words to comfort me...

adventurous trip, and a wish come true.

i've typed like a whole load of updates of my itinerary in Phuket. But decided not to post it.

In summary,
the trip was ok
it was ADVENTUROUS bcuz we had a super duper SCARY SPEED BOAT ride.

and it was so tramautising.
Ask me abt it,
i shall tell u more abt it,
otherwise...
too lazy to elaborate.

DREAM COME TRUE!

ECSTATIC~

I got in to NYP...
I was keeping my fingers crossed,
din wanna tell ppl abt my application since i wasn't so sure if i can make it,
as based on my experience and performance, and i was only an average student.

But THANKFULLY! I got in,
and i am gonna be classmates w SUMINI
haa...

browsed thru the name list of the ppl who got in, many r my friends!
I saw so many familiar names just from SGH..
WONDER IF its gonna be a MAJOR GATHERING IN NYP!
I'll know tomorrow...
its orientation...
like duh*... haa!

received a really sweet sms from haha...
she is so sweet.
makes me wanna cry.

i will miss working with em...
i wouldn't say all but
there are still a handful of ppl i will miss greatly!
And i told sister i wanna continue my last night as i wanna work w my FAVE ppl!~

i am a lil worried if i will still be able to work w em again...
what if 8 mths later our ward has enough staffs?
or they think i should go to another ward...
and i will be on really low income for 8 mths,
no JUNE bonus...

BUT!

I love to go back to sch...
i LOVE THE FACT that i dun have to take a cab to work on MORNINGS!
NYP IS IN AMK~

WEEKENDS! WHEE!!!!

Luckily i know sumini and she knows me...
at least i know a classmate already!

today was a SHOPPING SPREE...

spent alot.
still haven gotten my FAVE GUY'S gift...

*scratch head*

my fave guy is supposed to call me...
but he did not...
he din pick up his phone!

*JANICE? MARY? JANE? ANNE? *

counting down...

TODAY WAS bz and annoying...
annoyed w irresponsible dr!

bz with mess caused by irresponsibility!

nevertheless...

counting down to DA TRIP!~

ONE MORE DAY TO MY AL!

death?

watched this drama, where the lead actor discovered he hasn't got much time left,
he is afraid of death and he so dun wanna die but he has no choice.

He does alot of things to make the people around him remember him,

it makes me wonder about this.

What will i do if i know i don't have much time left.
Negative i noe...

but

i guess the stages of death is inevitable

Kubler-Ross' five stages of dying


*Denial and isolation- why is this happening to me?

*Anger- why god chose me?

*Bargaining- at least fulfill a wish...

*Depression- inability to go through this~

*Acceptance- I'm ready, i dun wanna struggle anymore.

my nursing friends will noe about these 5 stages,
well so true!



my post sounds so depressing.

random rantings...

gonna have the same hair colour

several things to mentioned, no idea how to start it off.
Had just finished a round of night shift,
but recieved SHITTY remarks from a stranger! A bitchy one!

One who said i cared more about complaints than patient care!
#$%&...
ANGRY TO E MAX!
who is she to say that abt me!
I KNOW WHO SHE IS A BITCH!

Gotten over e madness but was OTT on mon morning when i knew abt it!

Mon night, met Hebe and Ella,
had sakae sushi.
THE SERVICE AT THE HEEREN BRANCH SUCK!
FOOD! SUCK TOO!

and we headed off to the new KTV IN town, TOP KTV i think,
T.M.D! Damn NICE!!!!!!!!!
In case u dunno, its just opp Bugis Junction, around Liang Seah Street!
6-7 FLOORS, whole building belongs to em,
different levels diff themes!
Theres a recording studio at level 2 for u to do ur own demo!

their system r very cool too, u can adjust ur own preferred lightings,
soft, disco, bright and sth else,
pretty glow in e dark wall papers
excellent service!
They actually spent up to 10 mins explaining their services and functions in e room!
And its affordable prices!
Bet its gonna be the upcoming ktv!

a Lil worried cuz the Phuket hotel bookings still hasn't confirmed my booking

watched HEARTBREAK KID at THE CATHAY today,
just the usual cheesy comedy,
I so cant wait for ALVIN AND THE CHIPMUNKS!
Its opening tomorrow!

As i said to some of my friends,
its amazing fast another year has come around!
Its xmas again when i thought i just spent like xmas few mths back?
I still remember vividly what happened last xmas!
TIME FLIES!

*BONUS**

I wanna get myself

<3 DKNY Latest watch!

<3 new Hp!~

<3 RED hair!

my dad says i need to go exercise
u noe what he means!
so does my bf and friends!

I am in e midst of dying my hair (DIY) now.

nice song~

for u...

i hate those who tried ways and means to harm u ...
i really hate em.

if only i could beat em up
and get em outta ur sight...

i wish all will turn up well eventually...
bless u away from the evil meanie weanie!

jay chou w Yu hao from NAN QUAN MAMA...
e same guy he played w on SECRET

long week....

both emotionally, physically and MENTALLY.

Mon was Sister's farewell, overwhelmed w tears after Ain read out a speech by Mariam
in fact alot of unexpected ones teared plus unexpected turn ups! -Christine Ong!

Its really kinda unexpected...
but its life.

i am so tired,
so was him
we went vivo as he had off in lieu of sun due to sitex
and we haven shopped on a weekday for so long!

bought a new jacket w HOOD!
A new leggings
A new top
wanted to get a new bag so nice! Buy decided not to...

went hubbing too...
he gt a lacoste sneakers
a new jeans

we went home and i knocked out till today
yup nv bathe
nv change haa

going Honeypot later w baoling for BW for my trip!

random updates!

specially to S.H.E

Well maybe i am just too sensitive...
cuz i use SENSODINE! HAA

ANyway had great fun with hebe and ella last nite
thought we gonna break partnership haa!
anyway...

thanks people

i'm too tired to talk abt the party earlier on
maybe tomorrow

emo again

if only i can get less emo
less sensitive
less teary...

i still haven gotten over it.
another big thing coming up.

guess i need a break really.

i miss him...

**random*