paranoid

i kept thinking that

the whole world has sth against me...

people do not like me...

when they whisper they r talking about me...

most people do not prefer me...

i'm lonely.

he's unfaithful...

he likes someone else

he is sick of me.

but its all my thoughts only!

But its affection me quite a bit.

i have got too many errands to run...
and its so sad its PH and i need to rush for my errands'

xmas gifts r not settled yet.

i'm so stressed now over..

insuffice time,

lack of sleep!

i will update again cm...

if only he says more reassuring words to comfort me...