Nostalgic

i enthu-ly set my alarm at 11am,
went for a swim

to my dismay and annoyance,
the damn YCK Swimming complex is closed for some Motorola Function!
The entire complex!

I was sweating so much already lor!
If i had brought along my std pass
i cld have sneaked in NYP
and collect my cert as well

anyway i changed venue to AMK instead
and the place hasn't changed!

I haven been there for so many years
like 5 years?!

and i rem vividly i used to frequent the place with my sec sch mates
we go there everyday or if not every other day
when we were 16

we finished our N levels and had hell lot of free time b4 the new year starts
we would go there at 9-10 am
and stayed there till 3-4

yes
and we would make Guaz sneak out to get CHAO TAO KUEI
which is damn yummy lor!

haha
those were the days
the place hasn't changed
not even a wee bit

and i was so happy
thinking back the old days
except that i am all alone
maybe i shld get together the ones whom i hang around there with
and organized a nostalgia swim meet up there!

then walking back to amk hub
i passed by the void deck study corner
where we had our POA tuition w Mr Low

man...
all this is making me miss my old' life so much
one of these days
i wanna walk thru this memory lane

and snap pictures of these places where fond memories contain...

and gather my good frens along
and reminisce the days man

totally!

i had wanted to take out my hp and snap a few pics
however the void deck had some ah peks
resting

i dun want em to think i am taking their pic


wow!

great morning spent indeed
gonna rest for tonight's shift
hectic and dreaded shift!

jay chou

this chap nv fails to amaze me with his songs!

this is another good one i thought i kinda like...

there's one more which i liked the most at present
the arrangement is superberb!
i maynot be some music guru
but this is certainly gonna be one of his HITO!

Based on my experience
as a WALKING MP3 Then...

this is gonna be those heartbreak song!



listen to the climax
and the chorus music arrangements

plus the lyrics boost the entire effect!

i WANNA learn keyboard
so that i can sing and play

sounds cool
always imagining myself being in a rock band
more inspired by after F.I.R
and Evanescence!~

http://www.evanescence.com/
their webby is cool!

i may not have the power mighty vocals
but its like a mini "clean" fantasy to imagine myself
hur hur hur

BIG TIME PROCRASTINATOR~

I have been procrastinating ALOT!

Who doesn't yea?~

i had promised myself to wake up early
go for a swim
and get a tan

but i din...

i had promised myself i will make a trip down to
the library to borrow some nice romanctic novels
or even some baking books
since my bro wants to learn butter cookies!

i had wanted to make a trip to school
to get my CERT...
but i put all that ON HOLD!
Totally

dreamy...

i seriously dread tmr's shift
my friends are all free this weekend
and i gotta work

and i heard my new roster shifts suck...
yet to preview it

again
taking it easy
since i doubt its worth sneaking an earlier preview!

Urghhh





brought my mum to FISH & CO
last saturday...

we had seafood platter for two
and my mum eats ALOT!

We haven got much opportunities to do this together
which i thought is really nice to do this more often...

Henna Process

my henna experience
probably my last too

thankully its FINALLY FADING
and
i IMAGINED that its tattooed permaently on my hand these few days
and i gotta do skin grafting etc

cuz i guess mine is too elaborate for me to understand or appreciate it...

nevertheless,
the process

THANKS TO BEIBZ AND HANZ...










damn i got the sequence wrong!

supposed to go swimming today
but the weather's so unpredictable!
we heard thunder
and we call off...

but it never really rain...!

we went feasting at han's place

we tried the recipe from this blog

http://wokkingmum.blogspot.com/

turns out GREAT!

LG SECRET

MY new TOY!
YUP!

I got myself a new mobile
LG SECRET
Save the details about why when how bla bla

loving the exterior!
and
its so pretty!

still trying to familiarize with the functions
and the touch screen
virgin experience with LG products




5.0 mega pixel!
which is so COOL

MY BF'S crazy with the games now!
YES
its like a mini mobile version of WII nitendo
where u swing this thingy around and it moves!

anyway...

a lil update
came back from an uneventful leave
and
was specializing the high d patients since sunday

had a bad day on deepavali
thankfully
i have all the help i could from my partners at work

damn suay lately
which demoralized me a great deal
feeling i have a part in their leaving
or their deteriorating state...
since i am the primary care-giver...

anyway
we currently have a confused ++ patient
which i pray hard he will get better by the time i am on nite on fri!

Friday's night is so not anticipated
being a WEEKEND ONE but with non-khakis just puts everything off!

seriously man...

cracking my head
who to specialised then!
plus
most likely one more commando op

Arghhh...

the few days
was SO EVENTFUL that it tires me so much
haven met up w anyone
badly need rest

worried about the situation on friday thats all...


had henna done on my hand on saturday
and regretted it lor

whenever i see my hand
like when i hold the mug to drink...
i feel like chopping my hands off
it is so not pretty
i asked for sth simple which ended up occupying the entire dorsum!?
and so tak-glam flowers

initially
i thought she was gonna sabo me by drawing a tortoise lor!
ya thats how bad the bud of the flower is!

oh...

extremely proud of myself today

not a good thing to happen
while i was walking to the interchange w him...
this approaching man kept staring at my U KNOW WHERE...

WELL
my mammary glands are def not his eye level
making it ridiculous to LOOK DOWN WHILE HE WALK TOWARDS US
Literally staring i should say

NOPE
I did not reveal any extra fats
or cleavage
nor it was bouncing extensively cuz its a good bra i swear by it
and i dun feel the boing...

and ok...
my bf verified it too

except my interesting RADIO SLING WAS ON LA...

and when he passed me
i shouted KAN SE MO KAN!

SEE WHAT SEE
really loud

which shocked him
shocked my bf
and scares this passerby A

this CKP
stopped and stare at me

i saw him jump a lil when i shouted at him
for a moment he was looking rather fierce
so i stared at him
and he walked off hurriedly!

my bf was so puzzled

but anyway
i had justice done to ckp!~

he actually JUMPED OK~

heh heh heh...

www.yearbookyourself.com

Happy Birthday!

came back from a 2D1N sentosa getaway
and the intended surprise at 12mn outside his place

anyway

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BEIBZ
Happy Anniversary too...
3 years!

It din come by easy
nevertheless

Thank You
and
BEST WISHES!

Dinner will be RELISH by Wild Rocket

the dinner at wild rocket on Leng's bday was great
this time round trying the alternative
Burgers by Asian!~

will upload the pic altogether tmr...

probably hit by the pool
and get some nice tan
followed by tagging the guys along the salon for a cut
and THE PARTY STARTS

recieved invites to DBL O come Saturday
for a birthday celebration
oh so tempted to go

have been wanting to go
since i dunno when
cheap drinks
and
most importantly
saturday's the only genre of music i find myself comfy w...

will see how...

with this, my tears rolled...

stop fooling me around!

i ain't no kid...

i have enough of these excuses or
reassurances or empty promises!

i have got no big dreams
but i wanna move on!

i am caught at the cross road
with no where to go...

i am willing to put on hold to achieve the same goal
however its my wishful thinking...

gimme an answer
and i can move on
it may not be where i wanna go most
at least i have a solution

its been really hard on me these years
really
thru thick and thin
i cried and i moved on
i forgive and i forget

though the future always seems vague
i held on the faith i have for u

unfortunately
this is really not what i wished
and definitely not what i want

no words can explain how i feel exactly

i am ready to let go...

sentosa!!

JULY BABY

Fun to be with.
Secretive.
Difficult to fathom and to be understood.
Quiet unless excited or tensed.
Takes pride in oneself.
Has reputation.
Easily consoled.
Honest.
Concerned about people's feelings.
Tactful. Friendly. Approachable.
Emotional temperamental and unpredictable.
Easily hurt.
Witty and sparkly.
spazzy at times.
Not revengeful. Forgiving but never forgets.
dislikes nonsensical and unnecessary things.
Guides others physically and mentally.
Sensitive and forms impressions carefully.
Caring and loving. Treats others equally. Strong sense of sympathy.
Wary and sharp. Judges people through observations.
Hardworking. No difficulties in studying.
Loves to be with friends ... Always !
brood about the past and the old friends. Waits for friends. Never looks for friends. Not aggressive unless provoked.
Loves to be loved.
Easily hurt but takes long to recover.

got this from a friend....
quite true tho to a certain extent...

had a long day
quite alot of patients under my care
stayed back late
not because of my own patients

but
Mr Low...

he passed away...
i felt his pulse fade away till i cant detect it anymore...

i remembered caring him during my nights
where i stood by him w his urinal
and he waved at me as tho saying thanks...

i remembered his appreciative smile no doubt he cant hear us...

i remember asking the rest look at him digging his ear with the call bell
and we had a good laugh abt it then...

we were all quite sad
him being nice and all

we even argued about QUALITY OF LIFE FOR Him...
which i agreed his QOL was to be well, by having the op

RIP...

on a lighter note...

Bintan's out

WE ARE GOING SENTOSA SILOSO BEACH RESORT~~~~!!!!

whee!!!
excited! +++

CUZ WE booked the ROOF GARDEN SUITES!
Gosh!

It has a spiral staircase leading u to the rooftop jacuzzi!
SEA VIEW


Rooms with Sea view, located at level 8 and each suite features a private stairway leading to an open air private roof top garden including bathtub with jacuzzi where you can rejuvenate and enjoy the magnificent view of the sea and the tropics.

Roof terrace has 2 deck chairs for sun tanning and an open air outdoor bathtub with jacuzzi. Room Size: double story in total of 60 Square meter

updates finally...

haven been updating
lost the interest in frequent updates

but anyway i am busy
have been hanging out alot alot lately
spent like mad
and now...

i wish pay day could come a lil faster

made the wrong decision
took 167 thinking i can change another bus
ended up wasting double the time if i were to wait for my bus!!

and i stopped at macritchie
to change a bus
thats when i remember fondly the good ol' days
where i had attachments there
and some fun times as a green horn...
and that bus stop is where we take our bus home daily
i learnt my bed making there...

looking into the reservoir
i thought about the days where annual cross country are held

the milo truck and
the funny incidents that happened...

well the good ol' days...

busy with eveything
AL's next week
we are planning on a trip to BEAUTIFUL BINTAN maybe

however
not confirmed yet
even the trip next year, we are having some problem.

anyway
Its his birthday next week
and our anniversary
sounds cheesy
but well...

3 years already...

saw chirstine yesterday
she looks fine
except she lost all her hair to chemo

she is brave,
really really brave

she was handling it really well
as far as i can see

she did a bone marrow aspiration
and wisdom tooth 2 hrs ago
and then i saw her up and about

when i had my wisdom tooth extraction i was in great pain!

she mentioned about bone marrow donation
and transplant
having thoughts or trying to see if i am a match
but somehow afraid
and we talked about insurance
i think its high time i think about my future...

hurry hurry PAY DAY
hurry hurry AL!!!

in dire need of a HOLIDAY pls...

i need a break...
8mths of stressful school

now back into the working life
with the lack of sufficient sleep

and the poor health...

i am dying to shout!

I NEED A HOLIDAY!

Away...

not just off days
not just continuous off days

BUT

Timeout
an escapade~

Dun mind EXOTIC ASIA
like Zuji.com says!

our trip is almost confirmed...
trying to get the details right
and the annual leave slots are killing me badly man!


Have been bz baking...



wahahaha

baking on my DS LITE

this game stops me from sleeping
and gets me nervous
and sweaty palms
rushing the orders!

hahahaha

what have i got myself into!

gladly took on the night shift

hearing several ppl saying i will be rich coming pay

now my body is pleading with me to stop all these!
No money can buy my health!

I AM DOWN W UTI!

Urinary Tract Infection

had dismissed my backache as bad posture
and the nights...

frequent urination,
i imagined myself having diabetes

and this morning at 5am
b4 i made my round
and end my night shift for wonderful weekend off,
i had severe pain during urination.

i had this aching discomfort over my lower abdomen...

i told em,
i suspected its UTI already
my virgin UTI

Many of em have gotten it but my first!
and guess what i drown myself with h2o
then when i went to the toilet again
i saw blood!

it wasnt menses!
it was painful

anyway
its a really awful feeling
bloody urine
clots in the urine
damn painful
till i had phobia for passing urine

and this constant urge...

saw my GP
given Ciprobay
but w.t.h
was told she will charge me for the meds only
SPECIAL PRICE
she says
and the cipro actually cost 40 bucks!

this is bad
reached home
had fever
slept the whole day...

gallons of water down
barley!
and whatever 'COOLING DRINKS' I can think of

very sian
and

just last week
spent money on those TEA TREE products from body shop
hearing its good for my pathetic breakouts!
and fuck

i had this allergic reactions
its too strong for me
and i got myself into a more pathetic state!

redness
peeling
and
disgusting face

i am just too tired of these misfortunes!

GIMME GOOD LUCK
I need a BREAK BADLY!

STARHUB!!!!

This cable vision is giving me loads of PROBLEM!

YES
I HATE THEM!

I had this particular problem
i guess last mth...
where it went blank
we cant on it or off it!

CALLED 1633
the nice guy claims it has FUSED
and said if i go dwn it will be FASTER
i carried the damn set to Plaza Sing branch and exchanged!

Very fast
not a new one defintely
the guy even agree with me its not a good set if it fuse so easily

Then after we changed the "old" set
more damn problems!

it keeps saying NO SIGNAL
What bloody signals!

IF I connected it wrongly
i cant even watch it at all right!
AGREE?

But the most IRRITATING PART IS
i can watch the fave shows
and suddenly the screen flickered
like TV GONNA SPOIL

or Sadako COMING out anytime like that
and it goes black with NO SIGNAL
locate signal or call the damn 1633~

W.T.F

and i called em
scolded him
and obviously
he was angry
since i said it was ridiculous and all

i know i was deliberately put on hold longer than USUAL!

anyway
he is coming tmr
and demands if its nt their technical fault,
i have to pay FUCKING 32 BUCKS FOR TRANSPORT!

WHat FUCKING TRANSPORT NEEDS 32 BUCKS!

cab?
from where?!
HDB PARKING dun add up to that much!

and what else!?~

KNNCCB

anyway
i still want him to come tmr
i will see whats the issue
i shall then decide on what next!~

its cheapo i tell u

THEY CHANGED A SET for u
and they actually give u old sets exchanged by others
which they assumingly
thinks they BRILLIANTLY repaired it~

fuck it!

I CALLED 1633
AND pressed some damn no. for technical assistance
which i DOUBT he knows much about the technical problems

its all like
ON IT
off it
the main switch!

COME ON LA
we all know who is ur BIG BOSS
u cant afford a helpline for REAL TECHNICAL ASSISTANCE?!~

OR isit
and why create such cheapo problematic sets
where there is so much anticipated damn issues with it!

ANGRY~

Was called like so many times
i usually silent my phone when i sleep
and they want me back for night shift again

so i am on night again this week
damn it
i just tried to go back to the usual slp pattern
and now night again
i dun hate it
since i dun mind the money
but the partners at work this week
doesn't seem as appealing as last week
nevertheless i have agreed to do so

so at least i can have the weekends off
and get some planning done for the birthday bash
coincidentally our anniversary

reinstate my SEMI PERM NIGHT State.
but HURRAYS TO weekend off!

a price to pay!

my latest fave...

this dessert shop in SERANGOON Gardens serves good dessert!

i swear by it!
i haven really took pictures of the desserts
but

i have been there for 4-5 times since we discovered it a mth back

INTERIOR is cozy
and

dessert resembles the HK style
better than those HK CAFE...

Mango Sago
Yam paste
Glutinous THingy

aiya

i shall post the pictures the next time i go...

anyway
anyone who stays around there can go CHECK IT OUT

interestingly

they always play the HK POP concerts

and

the boss is one nice guy too!

i just did a search via yahoo search engine

quite alot of pages with reviews...

picture speaks a thousand words...

Rachaporn A loves Donald Duck since young.

He got his nic from the Army, as Crazy Frog

One windy evening,
a group of enthusiatic Mos Burger fan met up for dinner
and they ordered lots of sides
including butterfly prawns

Headed to the arcade for some shooting games
and Rachaporn developed severe food allergy

with peri orbittal swelling
itchiness
and severe discomfort
and disgust at his new look...

it must has been his mast cells
releasing histamines

his best friends brought him to the nearby clinic
and he was given anti histamines

must WATCH~ and TODAY'S fun...

we just came back from a movie.
It was GOOD!

Haven caught a nice CHINESE film for awhile
P.S* Linda, Must watch w ur BF!

it was quite suspense
and kan cheongz

some parts were quite hilarious and
there were moments where people REALLY CLAPPED!

i asked ur highness why they clapped
and she was like, erm, just clap along!
and we did!

wAHAHAha...

anyway the acting was quite good
and its abt this lady being kidnapped
and she managed to connect some wires and got dial tone from a damaged phone
and she called the lead, Louis Koo
who dunno her at all,
hesitant at first but helped her eventually

Mr Naitre,
because of the watch we gave him
treated us to A atas! chinese dinner

machiam like WEDDING dinner style!

decided against going for the auditions tmr
mainly

i am not prepared
not very enthusiatic
no company
and scared...

i shall slp
and do some stuff...



DAMN NICE!

Y2G

off NIGHT!

My first round of night after my 8 months absence!
I have completed it not at ease tho but not too bad either

Nice Team of workers
had fun
and we were BUSY!
Despite having a PH in it...
2 trachy
2 irritants who speaks in foreign or barely can make up sentences
and this poor man hates all of em and wanted to beat em up
which they threaten to CALL POLICE and he got MAD!
WAHAHAHA
Angeline says he's like my bf
only listen and talk to me!

like what mr jag says
all two two
2 trachys
2 police case
2 mrsa

bla bla

haha

stii haven gt time to upload some photos
in the entire week i haven used my pc at all!


feeling a lil down
and a lil uncertain about stuff
trying to straighten my thoughts

its 11 plus and i haven gone to bed
we had prata earlier on

many plans and dreams i have i guess must be put on hold

some upsets along the week
sometimes it wasn't meant to be a check
or fault finding
it was just asking or reminding
which ppl mistaken it as the other way

fine then...

i can't just keep quiet and PICK UP all the mess

take it or leave
if there's any unhappiness with it fine...

thats life

if i am meant to be alone
i have to be




somehow fits my feelings
tho not exactly i lost someone
but i feel sad...

i dunno why...