inconsiderate bitches!

as the reviews for this movie was quite good,
Christy recommended as a 'MUST WATCH' movie...

and it sounded like a good one
watched it today
guess if w/o the bitches behind me, i could have interpreted the movie better,
enjoyed it better
and it probably can sensitize my feelings more

ahem

somehow,
i find it quite disappointing
yes, there were parts where i find it really sad
i did cried
but i find his death too abrupt,
hence we cant feel so much for the misery and sudden loss on Hilary Swank's role

and i find the random guys associated with her after Jerry's (Gerard Butler) death too RANDOMIZED, like of no significance...

maybe I'm influenced by another version of this story, a Chinese title
where the guy died, in Tsunami, this gf lost his contacts and waited for his return
one day this guy who looks exactly like her bf appears, yet denies his identity
in fact he is just a 'soul' protecting her, and making sure she gets along fine in her life and he was like a Guardian Angel...

this English one is a lil different
but what he did for her was really really sweet

like i casually brought up this question over dinner ytd...
death.

Guaz says he would like to die just like that,
more to the sudden deaths
so he won't have to suffer

but i think of it otherwise

sudden or unexpected deaths may be a discounted pain and miseries a patient feels
however, this kinda deaths may result in serious psychological impact on their closed ones...

a sick person degenerating day by day.
we know that they will eventually lose it
u noe the initial acceptance stage may be hard
we may refused to believe that it's happening

however, we are being forced to face reality
and what we see with my own eyes are there to back the facts!

but if one were to leave unexpectedly,
w/o even any warning signs or last words
no one can accept it
we are not prepared for this
we are not ready and certainly not expecting it!

just like i noe of people, whose other halves leaving em suddenly,
in my opinion, to the survived ones,
this deceased's status in their hearts are hard to replaced
instead of differences between characters leading to break ups
its the cruelty of fate that forces the parting

in their heart
it's the best of the deceased they will remember,
hence i feel it's more difficult to forget.

nevertheless,
back to the movie...

i was anticipating the emotional and touching scenes
being rather OVER SENSITIVE
sort of expecting leaving the cinema with puffy eyes
and RED nose...

and head bowed low...

this two damn f$%#-ing nabey idiotic Cb talkative bitches
were literally talking THROUGHOUT THE MOVIE!

Oh man!
there were parts that i had wanted to conc on listening so as to feel moved
then maybe cry along,
i simply couldn't absorb the lines!
cuz the sounds they made disrupted my train of thoughts and my process of -whelming up my feelings!

i said quite loudly kao pei once
stared hard at em once
(they did stop talking for awhile, and i heard only faint whispers, but only for awhile!)

i tsk em once...

beibz and me were super duper PISSED!
He was so pissed till he was going after em and tempted to spit on em~

i so can't stand inconsiderate patrons!

people who yak and yak non stop during movies
people who act like their legs are damn long, always kicking the back of ur chair,
people who play with they hp, answer in loud voices, or sms-ing which sometimes the light from the hp glares!
those who chew really loudly,
those who bring babies who cry frequently
(babies are sensitive to noise and darkness! sure cry! sian)
people who blocks ur view,
and i believe i'll have more...

anyway,
if i am really so so lucky,
these two idiots may randomly linked to mine and BINGO, I AM directing at them!

week 7 passed by in a breeze too
too fast to even feel it much
i am lagging behind so much yet i still prefers doing search on edison's news and blogging than doing what i need to do!

i completed translating briefly the transcript for my assignment!
its TEDIOUS! Yes no joke!
i think by next week, if sumini talks more i'll go bonkers!
she is my counselling client for my assignment,
she told me some her issues and i am supposed to listen and stuff
and i jokingly told sumini that next week onwards i am so gonna find her voice irritating cuz i kept repeating and repeating as we gotta typed in exactly what she spoke!

even now, i am so sleepy already
probably do my stuff tmr
i will call it a day
finally signed the bond w sgh today

many more busy days coming ahead!!!
*dread*