series of events...

its been days since my last update.

On thurs, met up with the girls at work for "break fast"
which i find it interesting to name this.

we went Seoul Garden for dinner.
Its been like AGES lor since we ate at Seoul's!
To my sec sch friends: SEOUL GARDEN!!! LOADS OF MEMORIES!

we used to frequent the Bishan branch during our sec sch days and we would spent bdays or last day of exams etc there or perharps a RICH Friday...

we will sit there from 2pm to 7pm NO JOKE!
ROUNDS AND ROUNDS. till Then we will all unhook the hook for the skirt! FULL!

But frankly speaking, the food there aren't as fantastic well i am not saying it was so good last time but i guess i still prefer the old seoul's and the atmosphere.

The smell remains the same!

Follwed by MIND CAFE with the whole big group of crazy gals!
ROARS OF LAUGHTER Followed along and well i must say i totally enjoyed the outing!
This could be one of the best outings with the ward staffs.

My mind cafe addiction is working on again...
when is the next ppl!

WELL started my night thereafter on Friday!
HELL!!!

DAY 1~
POST op patient turned bad, spent the most crucial time of night shifts from 2.30 to 5.30 am with her...
trying our best.
freaked out.
felt absolutely USELESS In terms of emergency!
Para and SATS dropped!
Bad aspiration from trachy...
f* up drs!

finally SICU she went!
she should be there initially.

DAY 2~
Feeling all relaxed with the trachy case not around.
12MN, HALF HRLY EYEDROPS!!!
KILL THE DR!
Luckily the patient is a nice one...
his smile made the drops more worthwhile!

CALL BELL PROM NITE!
bY passing over time,
i have named the CALL BELL KING AND QUEEN!

THEY ARE A CHORE!
They call for all the stupid reasons!
eg: pluck the damn psp plug several times! And the cable super loose so u gtta keep adjusting! Turn the aircon temp, position him like ten times an hr to prone when he will turn to lateral himself then call u again and again and again!

Reassurance for the QUEEN...
and the worse thing is we gtta fully gowned!
She calls, and i always kan chiong! When i donning on the PPE, i wana hurry go in too cuz in case she complains again!

SIGH...

Linda and i are wondering if we jinx each other!

Tonight will be a better nite pls!!!

Heard some comment made by a colleague which made me utterly disgusted by her words.
Its makes me see thru her better.

i have never wanted to achieve anything big in work...
i am known to have little aspirations in life.
i dunno why i chose nursing and if i like the job and i only know i will just work lor.
I do not wanna fight for any opportunities in work.
Nevertheless i will respect sister's decision...
i will do as assigned unless its too demanding!

Well with regards to that issue, it could just be a comment.
But what i am mad is the way words are put...

like how much she dun understands this...
when she can be the one doing etc...
sigh...
i probably cannot compare with her in her eyes!
if thats the case she could have voiced it out to sisters!
Since thats her fave to discuss all the tad lil details with em!

WOMEN...
SO scary.

i certainly respect others' postings.
I hardly mentioned what they post in front of other ppl...
and i do not bring up unless its funny or when the other party started it.
Its an online diary,
i so hate it when my posts are brought up, laughed at or discussed in front of many ppl! Its meant to kept low and for my own frustrations at times.
Please respect my tad lil bit of privacy.

And certain issues are certainly not meant to be broadcast aloud...

sensitivity kills.

I'm sorry if i hurt anyone by saying so...
but i really hate the way my topics are brought up in BIG groups...