my life had been been like on a roller coaster rides lately...

nt to the extend that i would consider attempting suicide but i'm sort of affected by the things emotionally.

Well, once again w regards to the earlier post re: hanwen, apparently he isnt too happy w wat eb and i did. He thinks tht he din wanna make this thing big or blown up. But i have to emphasize the fact that on the damn post she posted on her journal, she should be jolly well prepared to bear watever consequences, rather pertaining to the friendship shit... I dun see wat we did wrong simply becuz we r really nt happy with wad she had said abt u~ Well, frankly speaking, the deleted posts doesnt mean anything to me cuz i was merely venting out and e deletes will nt benefit nor do me any wrong. It just urself u gtta overcome... u can dwell on how unlucky ur life be, blame it on ur life or fate but maybe whn the day u gt over it u will regret nt slapping her! Is it worth, salvaging whatever you can now for fear of affecting all parties whn this dear girl u've loved and tried to treasure never feel the same for u at all b4... all these may sound hurting.But thts exactly how i feel as a third party looking into ur case.

Anywae, i'm a lil pissed over the fact that our help werent exactly appreciated...

and something really sad happened to my dearest bf...
well *heart* him cuz i feel for him...
cried over it... simply becuz my heart ached whn just from his facial expressions...
i know he is badly affected over the whole issue...

all these werent exactly that bad, but thn again if i piled up how i felt weeks ago... may has been really taxing to my mind...

** celebrated mothers' day ytd @ ecp chalet w bei's family, but were nt exactly enjoyable cuz many of em rushed to ttsh to the last of his cousin...